For the past couple weeks, I’ve just had an overwhelming feeling of helplessness. It seems to be for no apparent reason. Now in the past week, I have absolutely no appetite. I have to force myself to eat something. I have had extreme feelings of regret for getting pregnant again, but I was extremely excited about it just a few weeks ago. I’ve been working on crocheting baby blankets and hats and such, but now I don’t even want to look at them. I can’t sleep at night, I just roll around in bed. I get maybe 3 or 4 hours. If it wasn’t for my other son, I wouldn’t even want to get up. I’ve been easily frustrated, and irritable with my family. I have to absolutely force myself to do any cleaning around the house. I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. This is supposed to be a happy time, but I find myself dreading it more every day. I was diagnosed with another disorder when I was a child, and have struggled with depression my entire life, but it’s been really good for 2 years now, and all of the sudden it’s back. My husband is really starting to worry that I’m putting the baby under stress. Is there anything I can do to stop these feelings?
I am 28 weeks now.

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