How do people deal with infertility…How do you deal with the fact that you will never be a mom…You will never be able to go through a pregnancy and go throught the giving birth prosess…Can some one tell me how is it possible to deal with all this sadness…I am 24 and everyone says that I have my life a head of me…But what I have always wanted is a family and its the only thing I can’t have…I am really upset I don’t even feel like talking to anyone. All I want to do is sleep and never wake up…I need advice of people that are going through the same situation. I don’t need stupid remarks not right now

Late last year I had frequent periods due to stress caused by family , planning a wedding & work. When I called the clinic the nurse told me to see a Doctor ASAP.I went to the Dr. Dr. prescribed me Provera for 10 days. I went into deep depression due to bad side effects. I couldn’t eat all day, I got really scared of everything (even public places), I thought I was possed by the devil, I had irrational thoughts,I threw up alot & I was suisidal. I told mom about it. She made me feel like a bad aweful person.She said I won’t be a good wife & a mom. I went to the Dr. again to get rid of my side effects of provera. Dr. gave me Zoloft because I asked for it & Zanex. I took small doze but developed more side effects like irrational thoughts. I am off the meds as soon as I got married 4 months ago. Now I am preg & still have bad thoughts. I was normal before I took any meds. My husband is so wonderful & I am sad to put him through this. Dr. says I should go on meds. But I don’t want to.

I am now 25 weeks for my pregnancy and just at this period, I feel alittle depress. Everything is borringgg, cannot do anything like before because I am starting to be slow. I am counting the day for my due.