I’m 21 and I have been out of work and school and barely able to drive for the last 8 months for my panic disorder/ severe depression…I went to the hospital last night because
i felt really sick and found out I was 5 weeks 4 days pregnant..I had no idea because I was still having my menstrual..I’ve been on ativan for the last 8 months b/c I havent found a med for my panic/depress. and its keeping me somewhat stable until I found a med so I could get my life back..I’m so scared and idk what to do everyone saying I should get an abortion so I can get myself better but I really dont believe in that but I dont know what to do..I wouldnt be able to support the baby right now b/c im unable to work due to my severe panic and stuff..
i smoke and i’ve been taking ativan this whole time and didnt know I was pregnant and im worried its harmed the baby and I’ve been on it for 8 months and I know coming off of it causes seizures..any advice would be greatly appreciated..thx

I am extremely frustrated and I need to vent, my husband and I had a huge fight this morning and it seems as though it’s a never ending fight with him ever since I found out I was pregnant, he is not understanding and he says hurtful things to me, maybe its because he is stressed out, but he still has no right to say the things he says. For example, this morning we fought over something completely stupid, he came into the bathroom this morning and just gave me this weird look…and I said what is your problem? He went off on me and said nothing and stormed out of the bathroom. He continued to aggravate me and say that I was so bchy and complain all the time he can’t even stand to be around me or even the sight of me. I told him fine you want to her me complain and nag and I went off on him and nagged him for about 10 minutes. Then we rode to work together and I explained to him that I was sorry that I was acting that way, but its my hormones and he said that’s not an excuse you can still control the way you talk to me and what you say. I told him that he has known me for 5 years and I have never acted this way….he then said I guess this is the way my life is going to be for now on just dealing with you…and I told him that I would get better after 14 weeks and he said then I will have to deal with a whole new set of problems and after you have the baby I will have to deal with postpartum depression then the baby for 18 years.
I feel so hurt right now we were not expecting to have this baby due to my pcos condition, I was ecstatic when I found out he was happy now he is miserable. I feel like my husband and I are not as close as we use to…and has always been my best friend and I feel like he doesn’t want this baby….I have no support right now and his support is so important to me.
How can I make him understand the way I feel? I am so depressed right now!